hohoho ('06)

happy holidays from us and a fruitful 2007!!!
*cheeeeeeeers!!!* ;)

20 something.

thanks guys for spending it with me...=)

dramaqueen

maybe it's just the birthday blues...
please, please... let this be over...

*sad*

imeldific!!!

nothing beats Mrs. M i tell you... click here for more

i resign.

wednesday was my last day...
why?? coz nothing beats freelance... and i can't manage both... so there.

gained a lot of experience even for a short period of time, 3 months was pure hardwork... closed 3 projects, gained confidence and met a lot of people...i was proud of myself =)

the only thing that saddens me is that i have to leave my officefriends. work can never be that fun without them... and me... (hehehehe=) i'll miss you guys, i'll be back...

like what they say... "you win some, you lose some"

finding dicta

i know i'm a sucker for a rockstar...
whoever knows the vocalist (pochoy) of dicta license... please introduce me... i beg you please!!! hehe...
damn he is sooooooooooooo hot!!!

pennylane.

welcome my new baby...
goodbye to my casette tapes for now... i'll keep you all safe and mold-free, don't you worry...

stuck.

i'm stuck in the 80's... haven't changed my tape deck yet into that fancy cd players.... i still love it though... =D BUUUTTT... i'm excited for my ipod...hehe =)

bandaid

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad

Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends."

---PENNY LANE---


inspired by the movie almost famous.

freaky friday

9:00am, timed in, I was early, it’s a Friday so most of them come in late but I heard voices upstairs, they’re here. Went upstairs, nobody’s there, so I assumed I overheard it from the other office, I didn’t mind at all. Lights are still out, though sunlight came through windows…walking till I get to my desk… silence… silence… till I heard mumble at my back…a very clear mumble but I didn’t understand the word. one word…one syllable…she mumbled!!! And nobody’s there!!! Oh Lord!!!

I never believed in ghosts, never… Until Friday.

The guard told me that there are really ghosts/wandering souls in that building, it’s an old 5-storey building, the hallway looks freaky. They even told me they can hear footsteps sometimes, or swivel chairs moving, but I never believed them.

Until Friday.

you.

Hey you. Yes you.
You better watch your back coz you have no idea what other people say.
You talk too much and so full of yourself [masyado ka kasing gwapo (in a sarcastic way)], which by the way, makes you soooo gay, which btw made me write this.
And before I forget… have you heard of the word R E S P E C T???

In behalf of them… shut up.
Ang tamaan wag magalit.

i can tell you're watching me...:)

Excuse me but this is just a blah entry.

i want!

how high tech can you get???

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SUPER DUPER HIGH TECH!!!!

reward

full tank for my madmax, you should have seen how excited i am when i reached the gas station and said "FULL TANK BOSSING!!!" hahaha... =D it's been ages since my madmax got filled up bigtime...well, it's his luck day.
a doublecheeseburger meal go large drive thru at a fastfood chain for brunch and a bucket meal at kfc for dinner (shared with family =)... one hearty meal huh?! hearty as in heart attack/cholesterol alert ito!!! hehehe...
i'll treat you...(yes you)...next time...promise =)

no ipods yet, no fancy bag or stilletos yet... maybe next time, not just yet =D

T.G.I.P.

Thank God It's PAYDAY!!! got my first paycheck!!! =D

it's saturday night and i'm stayin home, is it me or is it just me?...haha...yes, i am stayin home and just feel my bed and the sheets and watch tv and pigout and just chill all by myself...hehe this is thee life!!! even last night i went home straight after having dinner with a friend, i think i'm sober partying...(whew! =) unlike before i'd be a big spender and party all weekend long,well... i think i'm getting more mature now (think before you spend mikay, think!) naks! and now when i do get to party, i would want to spend it with my closest friends, you know, your first degree friends. speaking of, i miss my girlfriends!
and ohhh...oh btw!! greenbelt!!! greenbelt was fun! felt like i just got out of my shell...that is after a month long of no-makati-gimik-please... i'm overwhelmed with the crowd, i've been sorrounded by beautiful people...makati is really the best place if you wanna see beautiful creatures, it's still where-you-wanna-be-seen place...i think...well not for me though...basta yun na yun! i'm just overwhelmed.

birthday

cecile's bday, we had a japanese theme party, the food and the ambiance...it was all fun fun fun!!!
some photos of me and my girlfriends...

it's official

i am now a corporate slave. a makati girl (er)
i had a briefing awhile ago with regards to my scope of work, and i'm excited, i love the work that i'm gonna do, basically conceptualize, sketch, draw, choose fabrics, choose furniture...wow!! i love it!! i will handle people which they will get instructions from me, i have a CADD operator, a messenger and a driver... how cool is that??! =)

now, is there anybody interested in carpool??? :)

i'm giddy.

i wanna be sedated

It’s the “BER” month baby!!!

Oh wow!!! I never imagined my week to be this much productive and stressful at the same time…so many decisions to make…so many things to think about.

I got what I wanted. Remember just this Monday I enrolled in a class which will start soon… and yesterday (Thursday) I was bored at home and so I went job hunting, after 2yrs of being self-employed, I tried if I still have the charm to get me a job (haha…felt it was like the first time!) I was interviewed on the spot for some company, and guess what??… modesty aside, I was overqualified daw, the boss seems intimidated by my resume coz I have so much experience daw that they can’t give me the salary that I want. He also asked me why would I want to work again in a company, if I have my own… well, the reason… a stable income. Yes, in this kind of business nothing is stable, today you have a lot of clients and tomorrow… you’ll end up watching all the movies on HBO and star movies…hehehe…but that’s reality…unless I’m “that rich” to buy me a company… (maybe in the future). The second company told me to come back today (Friday) for interview, and guess what again?! I got the job this time! I know I’ll be getting this one (naks! kasi yung isa can't afford me...hehe) and I was interviewed for like about 10mins (that’s fast!)…and they told me they’ll call back… 30mins passed and then I got the call.

I got what I wanted… I now have a dilemma. I never imagined I would end up having a dilemma. First, I really want to study at the same time work, but now, I don’t think I can do both, so I have to give up one… why?? because I’m on probation for a month so I can get the pay that I was askin’ for, in short, I have to work my pretty ass of for a month, and so I’ll be missing my class and classes starts by 15th. And second, office is in makati!!! (WHAAAAAT?) Remember I was ranting about makati and saying stuff like this and that??! I don’t know why I went to makati that day and passed my resume and ended up getting the job. (Talk about spontaneity) I think makati needs me now, haha…kidding aside, I’m now stressed out thinking whether or not… what’s next mikay?????! And what if a client calls me and asked me for a consultation and what have you…one things for sure… and that is I’m not giving up freelancing…(easy money baby!!!) but that's a different story.

Oh well… my heads gonna explode any moment now…think I’m gonna rest, and tomorrow I’m gonna party hard!!! =D

A lot of things going thru my head awhile ago… that’s why I ended up in the SKYWAY before my 3pm interview!!! I spent 15minute to and from. What was I thinking??? I never imagine in my entire driving career would I ever want to pass that highway…until today (talk about luxury of highways!!!) P85 from don bosco - bicutan?! So syempre andun na rin lang ako…sinulit ko na pabalik…hehe...and the difference with the traffic...

hula

will you ever believe a fortune teller???

now that i have absorbed everything what this manghuhula have told me two weeks ago... i want to share it with you... hoping it wouldn't come true or if ever it will... just the good ones please...i tell you, it really freaks me out whenever something would come out of his mouth... i would remind him "basta kung may makita kang ndi maganda... wag mo nalang sabihin"...i think it's better for him to keep it to himself than share it with me...freaky eh!
first, he said that i will be an "asukalera de mama" ahahaha!!! i said "WHAT??" what the hell is that?? hahaha... just by the sound of it makes me laugh my heart out... well, he actually meant "sugar mommy" i said WHAAAAT?? do i look like one?? or do i look like im "that" rich to be one?? (oh no darling... that is so not true and will never ever happen...im so thrifty...bigtime!!! my friends can attest to that...haha) second, the guy i will spend my life with will be seen in the screen...my interpretation...maybe a screen door (this really sounds hilarious! that's the first thing that popped into my mind!), a screen as in a tv screen or a screen as in the monitor of the pc...maybe the interner?? haha...whatever it is... i still don't believe him...he also prevented me from going to the mountains and the woods (why?? of all places??.. i love nature...and nature loves me...i cant do that) he said that something might happen to me blah blah...and the lakes and the rivers... i forgot to ask him if i should stay away from the sea/ocean...is that the same?? hehe... (but i love nature!!!)...oh i almost forgot, this i think is true...even before he predicted it...i have thought of that already for quite sometime already...he told me i should study again (which i really planned of doing and just yesterday i enrolled in some class) because his reason is that..if i study again...that will be my "wall", which i think is so true. lastly... this really freaked me out...he said that i should be able to bear a child before i reach 30 for something something reason...what the???! and that's like something something yrs from now??! haha...but ofcourse i wont believe that either... he isn't my doctor anyway.
i'm writing this just so i wont forget it in the future...maybe or maybe not this will happen...or who knows... i'd laugh at this entry one day and say... "magaleng sya ha!" hehehe...

the hula was for free btw, we met him in a party. my friends took their turns and whats really eeeky is that he can guess some of my friends present situation...weird huh??! i never believed in manghuhula though this is my first and i hope to be the last...coz i believe it all depends on you if you really want to make "anything" happen...

thank goodness i still have my faith.

blah

today i was productive.
i emailed some resume (after months... and months of not daring to) to some companies...and hope to have a stable job, well, it's not that i don't like what i'm doing now...i love it i tell you!!...but i think in my situation, i will need a stable job, a stable job (redundant!!! forgive me) just to support my... vices...ahahaha...(i was just kiddin!) but really...i need something stable right now...not a boyfriend (hint! hint!) or anything... a job will do...and a client ofcourse for my freelance work...that's it.
anyways,
i'll be back to school by september...yay! well, not actually a school "school" but sorta kind of school (whatever) i'm excited and looking forward in the next couple of weeks. i decided to enroll in some short course to refresh my knowledge in that specific subject which i think will help me in the near future...(i hope)
and then went to downtown makati (i call it downtown coz i feel like i live in the suburbs...haha) to visit a friend...had lunch there and it was fun just chit chattin with them...
on the other hand, i really find it odd whenever i pass by the streets of makati... i feel stressed out specially on a weekday just by lookin at the traffic and those people!!! they come and go like ants... i tell you, i'm not used to this kind of scene...i feel like a probinsyana in the city...haha... i don't know but maybe i wasn't really a makati type of girl...blah.

i'm tired now.

classic!

Look what I found??!

Yeah, the Nintendo game and watch!!! the coolest gadget a kid would own ages ago (it says "Nintendo 1982...made in japan" at the back... haha)…I know this one is a classic! Compared to those game cube, x box, or the playstation 1,2,3,(4?) which by the way, GT (gran turismo) is the only game I could play, really.

I can never imagine finding this one again and bring back childhood memories (talk about sentimental value). I wonder where my mom kept the atari...

Oh well, I just hope it still works, I’m so excited to get a battery and play with it…=)

me, myself and i

• I wanted to be a painter.
• I have always been described to as gullible.
• Among my friends, I am known to be the entertainer.
• I never fail to say thank you.
• You can always find me at my friend’s on Friday nights.
• Sundays are best reserved for family.
• I can never live without my family/friends.
• I always freshen up before going to bed.
• I look up to my dad, Michael graves and Andy Warhol as my idols and inspiration.
• I read blogs for pleasure.
• My favorite part of my body is my legs.
• The best book that changed my life is The Little Prince (and btw, the first book that I ever finished…hahaha)
• The tv show that I can watch every single day and over and over again are Sex and the City and Will and Grace.
• The sport that makes me feel good about myself is…(haven’t found the right one yet).
• You’ll never catch me eating liver. (ulk!)
• I want to look like Kate Hudson.
• I want to visit/see/tour Europe.
• The one place I can truly be me is my humble abode.
• The secret to my happiness is acceptance/peace of mind.
• There’s nothing like shopping/makeover when I’m feeling down.
• Few people know that I am shy.
• I have an obsession with chairs.
• For me, having it all means happiness inside out.

*hik*

hi i'm mikay and i am an alcoholic.

uhmm....
save me???